you have a job to do, never abandon your post!
If you knew how much I want to Love you, you wouldn't leave me here.
where you are not...where I stare into an emptiness fill with imagined encounters and careless commitments
to a life lived without
never expecting a glance from you me-ward.
you had the power to build me up, but you damaged me.
Destroyed the roots of my being and withered the leaves.
I was counting on you.
wanted to be free with you.
I needed to cry but
the shoulder you gave
only kept this heart sub-zeroed.