you have a job to do, never abandon your post!

If you knew how much I want to Love you, you wouldn't leave me here.

where you are not...where I stare into an emptiness fill with imagined encounters and careless commitments

to a life lived without


never expecting a glance from you me-ward.

you had the power to build me up, but you damaged me.

Destroyed the roots of my being and withered the leaves.

I was counting on you.

wanted to be free with you.

I needed to cry but

 the shoulder you gave  

only kept this heart sub-zeroed. 

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