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I understand feeling insecure as well. I myself have been told several negative things growing up and for several years never thought much of myself or my life. I felt worthless and helpless with no sense of purpose before I ever reached age ten. I understand not wanting to hurt your man's feelings, but it's unfortunate that you can't even complain to him about the lack of necessities at home. It's great that you made up, but he should realize that food and your vaseline are more important than the beer. It wouldn't have seemed so bad if he at least got those things for you in addition to the beer because at least he was thinking of you. I just hope you both love each other enough to continue working things out and get an understanding of each other to where he realizes that you're not meaning to come off as bitchy, but that you're simply needing to vent and that he really shouldn't take it personally. No one's perfect and hopefully he'll come to his senses and realize he's not seeing things from your side as well because it's clear you care about his feelings.
I hope this helps you feel better at the very least,