My love song

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literally altered all my old bits and pieces of incomplete love songs and decided they make a song together — plus that way they are not about anyone in particular, other than my feelings

PS -  if you or a friend might be able to translate any of my lyrics for me please inbox my Facebook :) 

 

I might be older now,

Older now not wiser,

Why didn’t I just stick to a

Sp**** and some Budwiser,

Why’d I have to feel I’d fell in love,

What the hell was I thinking?

Should have stuck to beer and a bit of bud,

Prefer the lows of drinking

 

 

Oh well, don't need you — you don’t need me,

A real love — would always be,

You say I'm a girl but I don’t fear I bear my soul,

I’m free, choose vulnerability — more grown than you know,

Grown, still keep growing — so inside never grow old,

My heart is open, like a child but alone in my own world,

I’m not a child, catch my own tears — (so) wish I was a girl

 

And I'm always never — knowing (not knowing) – If I'm coming or going -- kissing or blowing a kiss goodbye, no more times, I'll hear the lies, (even if it hurts) — only the truth I hope to find

 

Remember way back when I felt ready to be loved,

Believed in dream life like movie scenes and fairytales n stuff,

Turns out fall too fast, to never last, only will be hurt,

But the more I rediscover me n the more I know my worth

Daddy, warned me once not to let things to get into me,

My heart is mine was sure I’d never give it up so easily

Always similarities, then fantasies, distortion of realities,

The dictionaries all jumbled in my head only insanity

The game – what game — I know how to play it

I won’t risk losing me I’d rather speak true and say it

I yearn I yearn, to learn to learn only for what’s true to me,

And so I’m living my life and choose to stay lonely — so beautifully (I’m married to my destiny)

Why -because I’m dammed- I cant learn to fall in love slow,

 My passion to be free so feelings flow free as the wind blows

Or maybe it's lust it's lust it's lust, I’ve never known love

So till I’m ready lets go steady, please from me do keep a distance

 

Always never — knowing — not knowing – If I'm coming or going -- kissing or blowing a kiss goodbye

No more times, I'll hear the lies, even if it hurts — only truth I hope to find

 

I'd rather question

Who am I? — what do I want in this life so short,

Do you love me, and — do I love?

What am I doing here, is there a God?

Instead of never knowing — not knowing – If I'm coming or going -- kissing or blowing a kiss goodbye

No more times, I'll hear the lies, even if it hurts — only truth I hope to find

 

 

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