I haven t written in your pages for quite some time now. I thought I d take a break from the lessons of life, the painful lessons of family, and the business and of growing. Yet I know the lessons are very rewarding and beneficial to maturing and gai...
I haven t written in your pages for quite some time now. I thought I d take a break from the lessons of life, the painful lessons of family, and the business and of growing. Yet I know the lessons are very rewarding and beneficial to maturing and gain understanding and to apply wisdom.
I don't know what the lesson is on this one yet. I do not know the why. And as far as the time goes, I do not know why now. I do know that I'm going through and as I'm going through I 'm standing still. I'm being firm and standing strong as I need to be.
I give the honor and glory to my God. My awesome God for He knows all things.
I acknowledge that He is fully aware, perhaps He has warned me and I missed it. Maybe He has tried to let me know and I got busy. I don't really know right now, I do know that I m in pain and I do know that I m hurt.
I also know that he will see me through. I must stay focused and move forward and never look back.
I also know that whatever this lesson is, it will be very useful for me in the future. Useful for the need in which The Lord has put me in for His perfect will in my life.
I'm going through a stage where things are not the same for me.
Something in my character has changed. My thinking has changed. I see life and business and the ministry in a higher level. A more powerful level.
Looking at what I'm going through now, I thought that as I grow others around me will grow with me. I have learned it is not so. Sometimes growth is lonely. Leadership can be lonely. I may have the desire to bring those to the top is not necessary with me. That's a painful lesson.
What I 'm going through now is my children, every time they go to the home of their father and his new wife.