To savour personal suffering



2/9/16 Guilt and pain combined into sorrow and enjoying one's own downfall because there is little else left to do

Singing myself a lullaby...


...this poisonous miasmic blanket

I expel from my hateful soul...


Breathing my words into beauty... tears won't come but they well,

like a pyramid they build inside me...


 The dark holds me close, recognising me as its own. pain too sweet, tooth sweet...

chewing on it like a delicious caramel

going round and around my spiteful mouth

my jaws aching so good as I chew myself away...



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