Second strike on the marriage front led me to question the way I was feeling. After the initial outburst of pain, I realised there was nothing I could do, as my passionate fiery Spanish genes are programmed to love with passion. ~WARNING — Explicit Language ~
Passion is a loneliness that one afflicted can only describe,
It takes a firm grasp of your heart, your mind with an ever increasing grip.
That suffocates your being, confines you to a pain that no one can see or feel.
Passion, what is passion, how does one become consumed by it
Passion is a disease you are born with it
A recessive DNA strand that seems to dominate
Intensity that is cursed through your blood stream
That burns hotter than the wildest fire.
Passion is your ruler, your guide, your decision maker.
Passion consumes all within your mind and surrounds
Passion makes you strong
Passion makes you lonely
Passion throws you into love
Passion beats a pulse for hate
Passion kills for greed and jealousy
Passion is a thrill when love is there.
Passion is your destroyer it makes you compare
Yourself to those that do not carry its hot virus
Passion makes you hate yourself
Loathing the fires that drive you to care
To love so deeply and wanting passion in return
Passion becomes your swan song
It is your note sung to the world that you exist
Yet passion kills you when it is not stoked and nurtured
Turns you ugly and self-loathing
Despondent and uncaring
Challenging and hateful
Passion...... Fuck Passion
© Kartanya Martinez