Sober To The Bullshit

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   It had been a long time since she woke up sober and seeing things so crystal clear. It was as if she had on prescription glasses and reality had hit her straight on as she now understood the meaning of being used. On this sunny morning s...

   It had been a long time since she woke up sober and seeing things so crystal clear. It was as if she had on prescription glasses and reality had hit her straight on as she now understood the meaning of being used. On this sunny morning she sits in her chair under the sun to have her first morning cigarette and as she inhales she thinks about how she has been wronged and how her life has been on hold for over the past twenty years. Finally, when she exhales the smoke all of the bullshit she has dealed with over the years is released also. She giggles and shakes her head in disappointment because she now understands how people will use you to get what they want and need and won't stop until they have sucked you completely dry causing you to feel dead on the inside and eventually on the outside. Somewhere down the line she had forgotten about her life and herself and was now so ready to change things. Realizing how some just told her things so she could feel sorry for them, help them get on their feet or just to see how how far they could take it and how long she would let it go on. This woman stood up and said "I will no longer let the actions of others affect me. I now realize how my kindness has been taken for weakness and no matter how much I have given, it is never enough and no matter what I do, it will never be appreciated." People will do whatever to get themselves where they want to be and ask you for help in the process of doing this but when you are down and out they can't do a damn thing for you, then you are just down and out. There are those that will play with emotions from being selfish and those who care nothing about your home and will continue to do things to try and tear it apart until you no longer have a home. It is time I cut my grass, keep it low because if not there will be all types of reptiles trying to get into your home. As I cut the water off of those who are unworthy of being in my life I grab a hold onto life....my life and will continue to stay sober from the bullshit.

 

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