Dear Gordo,

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https://clinpsychsite.wordpress.com/2016/04/12/dear-gordo/

 

 

Hi,

It’s me…

The girl that has friend-zoned you too many times to count…

 

 

Yeah… sorry about that…

I’m not always the smartest…

In fact, I can be incredibly stupid

& blind to the things that are so obvious to everyone else.

 

BLIND. AS. A. BAT.

 

 

So, it’s taken me a little time…

and some experience…

some really, REALLY bad experiences…

to see that I really messed up…

and I’m so sorry.

 

 

Why?

Because,

When my world is falling apart,

When I think I have LOST my mind,

When I am having a breakdown at 2 AM…

you are always there.

ALWAYS.

 

 

Through those moments when I was questioning my sanity

or feeling like I was worthless…

or having my heart shattered into a million pieces…

 

 

You would always know JUST the right thing to say…

and you actually meant it.:)

 

 

I’m complicated.

I’m crazy.

I’m irrational.

Somehow, you see through all of that craziness…

Somehow, you understand me.

 

 

I cannot thank you enough for all of those moments

that you kept me from falling apart.:)

 

 

You mean the world to me.

 

 

You keep me smiling,

laughing…

no matter how hard life gets for me.

 

 

Your patience…

is QUITE remarkable.

Hahaha!

I KNOW I test it,

time and time again.

 

 

You like it, though… maybe. ;)

 

 

I tell you about anything & everything

and you never seem to criticize me,

even if I am talking to a guy that says things like ‘awesome sauce’…

Why, though? Why???

 

 

You are one person that I cannot fool.

You read me easily.

You see right through me.

You know what I need to hear even when I don’t.

 

 

Sometimes, I don’t even need to SAY anything…

you just know.

 

 

You are kind of nerdy,

but I like it.

 

 

I miss you.:)

 

 

You are one of my dearest friends.

I value our friendship more than you know.

 

 

So, maybe we will never be more than ‘friends’,

but I want you to know that you mean the world to me.:)

 

 

Maybe you’ll read this…

Maybe you won’t…

 

 

& I don’t know if I want you to…

because being this open is pretty terrifying…

but, I guess I’ll see where things go…

 

 

 

 

The End… or The Beginning…?

 

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